Murdered (Aborted) Unborn Baby.”
Today, I received a very moving and unusual visit on Parliament Hill, where I protest with my graphic signs against abortion. Alex, a middle-aged man who is very pro-life approached me and began conversation with a very serious demeanour.
He shared many things with me. The most striking and heart wrenching was the true story of a documentary that he had watched. It was about a Russian woman named ‘Ludmila’ who had aborted her baby. As Alex shared his emotions and tears reached out to me. I listened very carefully.
Ludmila had a near-death experience and came back to life. During the time that her spirit was out of body, she found herself suddenly in front of a ‘mountain-sized’pile of dismembered aborted babies! When she asked: “What is this?” God replied: “These are your ‘sins’—abortion.”
She was in shock as she observed this genocide of so many unborn aborted babies. Her shock increased as she observed various human ‘pieces’ beginning to ‘come together’ and form ‘one’ baby.
Immediately, this baby began to run directly towards her mother, Ludmila while screaming:
As the baby came within feet of her, the Ludmila realized she could not receive her child or help her because there was a ‘huge and solid but transparent wall’ between her and the baby.
As a mother, she experienced sheer agony as she saw demonic spirits of abortion tearing away at her baby! The baby was screaming in pain! This scene was repeated several times in front of the totally helpless mother.
Ludmila cried out to God, then Jesus said: “I will help you save your baby, but you must help me. I want you to go to return to earth and tell everything you saw here.”
Suddenly, Ludmila came back to life, never to be the same again! She frantically sought help. She met someone who offered to help her by doing a documentary of her experience and this way she is helping many women to be warned of the horrific truth of abortion which is the murder of the innocent unborn babies”.
Can you imagine yourself being ‘in’ the horrific experience of this Russian mother? You are unable to help your baby who is being destroyed by abortion by the evil abortionists, the tools of the demonic spirits of abortion.
This inability to prevent the demonic spirits from tearing away at her baby must clearly show the ‘trauma’ that her baby went through while it was being aborted. Upon seeing this the mother experiences her own trauma, which is the guilt of having murdered her own flesh and blood, her innocent, helpless baby.
But let me be quick to say: “There is no sin (except the sin against the Holy Spirit) which God will not forgive, there is no repentant sinner which God will not forgive, but rather receive with open arms. Be reminded of the thief on the cross next to Jesus who asked forgiveness: “And Jesus said to him: “Amen, I say to thee, this day thou shalt be with me in paradise.” (Luke 23:43)
One such example is ‘Karen’, who was raped as a young teen and later had a very painful and traumatic abortion experience. The Good News is that eventually Karen found healing through a nun, Sister Mary, who encouraged her to attend a ‘Rachel Vineyard retreat’ (www.rachelsvineyard.org) and a bible study “Forgiven and Set Free” (Forgiven and Set Free: A Post-Abortion Bible Study for Women by Linda Cochrane, Nov 1, 1996)
NOTE: Karen’s story is found in an excellent book: “Sharing the Heart of Christ, by Kevin Burke, LSW, Theresa Burke, Ph.D., Fr. Frank Pavone.” Please take advantage of these resources to better understand God’s awesome mercy.
Another great word of comfort for women who regret their abortion and are seeking healing is found in the words of Pope John Paul II in his Encyclical, ‘The Gospel of Life’
In section #9. He states:
“I would like to say a special word to women who have had an abortion. (…) If you have not already done so, give yourselves over with humility and trust to repentance. The Father of mercies is ready to give you his forgiveness and his peace in the Sacrament of Reconciliation. You will come to understand that nothing is definitively lost and you will also be able to ask forgiveness from your child, who is now living in the Lord.”
I was so moved inside as Alex finished this story. I asked him: “Where can I get a copy of this documentary?” He said: “It is in Russian titled ‘Memory of Death’, but I will translate it into English for you.”
Since my first meeting with Alex, he has discovered and informed me of a shorter version of the original Russian documentary with English subtitles. You may view it @ “YouTube: “After Abortion, A message from after life”,by Galina Tsareva. or
Warning: The video is not an easy film to watch, however it is so powerful, so meaningful, and exhibits the great love and mercy of God for all who turn to Him.
“My Reflections on ‘The huge transparent wall’ and ‘The mountain of aborted baby parts’.”
I would like to comment on the ‘transparent wall’ which prevented the Ludmila from helping her baby which was being attacked by the demonic spirits of abortion.
This transparent wall represents, in my opinion, the ‘Culture of Death’ here in Canada and throughout the world today. This ‘sinfilled wall of death’ represents organisations like ‘Planned Parenthood’ who profit by the millions of dollars through the business of abortion.
This wall of death also represents all the agents of the Culture of Death such as the abortionists and their associates, the boyfriend and family members who exert pressure on the pregnant women to abort their baby.
This wall of death represents the extremely selfish and unrepentant pregnant woman who heartlessly says: “My body, my choice” and willingly and knowingly murders her baby because it is an ‘inconvenience’ in her life.
This wall of death also represents all those Canadians who voted for the pro-choice politicians who voted to get rid of the abortion laws. It also represents our Prime Minister, Stephen Harper who refuses to allow M.Ps and Canadians to discuss abortion. It also represents all those pro-choice M.Ps who voted against Motion 312 (www.stephenwoodworth.ca) which if passed would have proven the humanity of the unborn child.
All of these make up the wall of death and like the ‘Berlin Wall’ this wall of Death will come down and aborterrorism will no longer exist. How will the walls of death be torn down? I quote again Pope John Paul II who with the wisdom of the Holy Spirit said: “Let us discover anew the humility and the courage to pray and fast (emphasis mine) so that power from on high will break down the walls of lies and deceit: the walls which conceal from the sight of so many of our brothers and sisters the evil practices and laws which are hostile to life. May this same power turn their hearts to resolutions and goals inspired by the civilization of life and love.” (cf: The Gospel of Life, #100)
I now extend my reflection to the ‘mountain sized’ pile of aborted babies that Ludmila saw.
Alex spoke of the mother seeing a ‘mountain-sized pile’ of aborted babies. Ask yourself please, if all the aborted babies from all over the world were put in one pile, we would have no less than a ‘Mount Everest’ sized mountain of innocent, helpless, dismembered, murdered, bloody aborted babies.
Think of the effect this would have on the world if they were to see such a gruesome sight, just as Ludmila saw after her death. The effect would certainly be life-changing, similar to seeing the millions of bony and starved cadavers, stacked up one upon another, waiting to be buried or cremated of all the naked Jewish people during the war in the last century.
This is the reason that myself and Fr. Tony Van Hee, S.J., (and many other pro-life Canadians,(cf: www.unmaskingchoice.ca ) are on Parliament Hill with our graphic signs to show each visitor, young and old, the ‘TRUTH’ about the barbarism of so many pro-choice Canadians, such as our Prime Minister and the pro-choice Members of Parliament who refuse to protect the unborn babies against the slaughter of these innocent, helpless unborn babies in the womb of a woman. This womb is the most dangerous place to live today.
May God have mercy on Canada! May God grant each of us pro-lifers, here in Ottawa, and throughout the world in this ‘Culture of Death’ a greater zeal, a greater courage to speak out fearlessly and ‘SHOW THE TRUTH’ about abortion with graphic images
So that those who are ‘pro-choice’, will realize the magnitude of this ‘choice to kill’, just as the Russian mother, Ludmila, did, when she helplessly came ‘face to face’ with her unborn aborted baby and later met up with the love and mercy of God.
Donald Andre Bruneau,
Pro-life advocate, Ottawa, Ontario, Canada.